The True Drama of the Gifted Child
幼年時所生成的陰影,使我們會一直反覆跌入相同的處境,令人非常的焦慮、慌張,就像甩不掉的詛咒,一直跟隨著自己。
而這深切的無力感,我使用了自己童年的衣物,做成了扭曲、無法自己站立的花瓶。
而在這扭曲之上,我試著開始回觀、同理過去對方的限制,也同理當時的自己,那個無法抵抗的無力感、是多麼的真實。
而對於現在的自己,能夠做的,就是在這扭曲之上,試著長出新的力量、能夠將過往平衡回來的花卉,而我想,這也是能夠長出獨特的自己的特殊路徑吧。
雖然,拉回平衡的花瓶還是會不斷因外力傾斜,但、我想,我們的一生,就是在這不斷變化的扭曲之上,試著找回平衡的過程吧。
The shadows created during childhood cause us to repeatedly fall into the same situations, leading to intense anxiety and panic, like an inescapable curse that follows us wherever we go.
In response to this profound sense of helplessness, I used clothing from my childhood to create a twisted vase that cannot stand on its own.
On this distortion, I began to reflect on and understand the limitations of others in the past, and to empathize with my former self.
The feeling of powerlessness, the inability to resist, was so real.
As for my present self, all I can do, is try to grow new strength on top of this distortion—flowers, that can restore the balance of the past.
I believe, this is the unique path through which I can truly grow into myself.
Though the vase that restores balance may still constantly tilt under external forces, I think our lives are ultimately a process of trying to regain balance amidst the ever-changing distortions.




